It's been a hard day... When I start complaining about work, life, etc., my husband says it's the middle age crisis. Could it be so hard? Or is it the same with everybody?
But, somehow, you reach a point in your life when everything seems to lose its importance (or value) in your eyes, you're not even sure that you do the right job or that you're doing anything that matters at all... Personally, I feel that recently my life has been lacking in sth, don't know what exactly. It's difficult to word, but this state is extremely uneasy to live with.
Probably, I need some change. They say, at this stage many people get divorced, change their workplaces or sth else. I don't think I want either of these... Yet, I need to find this something that prevents me from feeling the way I used to.
Fortunately, tomorrow is a new day full of small and significant things to do and that's encouraging a bit. At least, I won't have time for these sad thoughts again...
But, somehow, you reach a point in your life when everything seems to lose its importance (or value) in your eyes, you're not even sure that you do the right job or that you're doing anything that matters at all... Personally, I feel that recently my life has been lacking in sth, don't know what exactly. It's difficult to word, but this state is extremely uneasy to live with.
Probably, I need some change. They say, at this stage many people get divorced, change their workplaces or sth else. I don't think I want either of these... Yet, I need to find this something that prevents me from feeling the way I used to.
Fortunately, tomorrow is a new day full of small and significant things to do and that's encouraging a bit. At least, I won't have time for these sad thoughts again...
